Dark Days Ahead...
May. 1st, 2005 10:30 pmI suppose I should've anticipated that things wouldn't go right for me when I came home and found the table pressed up against the computer, thereby blocking me from using the computer until my mother moved it-since she's still in "spring-cleaning" mode. However, that was just the tip of the iceberg. Sure, I was paid today, and my mother got us pizza for dinner, which is always a good thing. Yet, me having to do the dishes prior to that, and having to deal with laundry before I can go to bed, as well as cleaning the bathroom tomorrow, since I was unable to do so today, soured things for me a bit.
Then, when I was able to use the computer, I made a mistake-I got too...ambitious an hour ago, and am feeling the backlash of it even right now. I knew this month wouldn't turn out with too many good things, but I didn't expect things to feel this horrible on the first day of May!
I need to remind myself about one of the most cardinal rules-there's no I in team. I should've done so an hour ago; maybe then, I wouldn't feel like my insides were tearing themselves up over my ambitious nature. If I feel this way now, I dread on how I'll be feeling 12 days from now...
Then, when I was able to use the computer, I made a mistake-I got too...ambitious an hour ago, and am feeling the backlash of it even right now. I knew this month wouldn't turn out with too many good things, but I didn't expect things to feel this horrible on the first day of May!
I need to remind myself about one of the most cardinal rules-there's no I in team. I should've done so an hour ago; maybe then, I wouldn't feel like my insides were tearing themselves up over my ambitious nature. If I feel this way now, I dread on how I'll be feeling 12 days from now...