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Dark Days...
Jan. 19th, 2005 09:53 pm
Despite the feeling of optimism I have-since that's the kind of person I am-I can normally tell when things are about to spiral out of control. With the week I've had so far, things have already started to spiral-albeit, at a slow pace.
I've set goals for myself because I aspire to be a writer, or if that doesn't pan out, I would resume my first goal-to be an actor. I have plans to write a book in the hopes of getting it published, yet, what all good writers need first is a plotline and a title.
My future was put in question, and since then, I've been at odds with myself-the good against the bad, as is often the case. The world isn't always a fair place, as I know that personally. (If the world was fair, I wouldn't have lost my grandmother over eight months ago, and no one would have to feel that kind of loss.)
The song I plan to use is one I've undoubtedly used before, but it fits for my mixed emotions.
"Robin? I know you're trying to push it away, but...you don't have to hide it. Not here." -Raven, Teen Titans #20: Hiding
I've set goals for myself because I aspire to be a writer, or if that doesn't pan out, I would resume my first goal-to be an actor. I have plans to write a book in the hopes of getting it published, yet, what all good writers need first is a plotline and a title.
My future was put in question, and since then, I've been at odds with myself-the good against the bad, as is often the case. The world isn't always a fair place, as I know that personally. (If the world was fair, I wouldn't have lost my grandmother over eight months ago, and no one would have to feel that kind of loss.)
The song I plan to use is one I've undoubtedly used before, but it fits for my mixed emotions.
"Robin? I know you're trying to push it away, but...you don't have to hide it. Not here." -Raven, Teen Titans #20: Hiding
